Confessions before the dawn

i don't why ? why when these hours come and find me awake , a big storm of feelings hit my heart and makes me cry ,, especially when i listen to (Nasr El deen Toobar) say (Mogeeb Al Sa'leen) can't control my tears ,, i hope to end my life as good slave to ALLAH  ,, serve humanity and not to be like any person that's born and dies with fake goals.